my world is going slow 10.5 hrs than the world were i was born....
i am not waiting anyways to celebrate with a huge party waiting or having anything planned also for this....
with the try to loose track of time it would be absurd for me to try 2 mark this point of time....
i just dont have anything right now in my mind to do or to think, but still to make the blankness more blank i have opened this page to blurt out something which would figure my state of mind...
our mind is one of the thing that can create something which is not there,or hide which is already there..it is just how we are going to direct it... when i see many people i dont even get the idea of how can they could have thought of such a thing, for that matter even my brain is completely a understandable mass over my head...
by this rotation of earth,i have left the idea of trying to understand it...
i am in the process of taking things as it is,even though failing miserably most of the times...
there had been many additions to me as a self this time, and most important thing i would tell is the white and black ladies...
i would tell i had lived an eternity during this time...
there had been times i thought time is moving too slow,and instances where, time had passed by so soon... all relativites...
but this year am looking forward i should tell... with few important things ahead which i had failed/missed this year...
once the first quarter is over,it should be a roller coaster ride, with 2 wonderful on my sides....
expectations are the reason for all the stress and disappointments...i know... still....
past few days have been really a different time for myself i should say, with usual too many thought process going around my brain and few experiences which have made me more urging to do things i wanted to...
people have planned 4 years ahead till their retirement,but for me only one thing i have planned that should happen by end of the first quarter or beginning of the second quarter,after that, nothing am thinking, that makes me more lively for myself or foolish to others....
all the fools are happier, that alone i know...
