Finally...

19 days to go before i post this...
i start writing now... so that i have my time to capture all that i have thought and make it the longest blog... :P


Indian style, happy news first, this will be my last post in this blog and the bad news is, that does not mean am gonna stop writing, just it will torture you people in any other form possible... yet to think about it though...

I studied 4 years for Chemical engineering....i have worked for 3 years 8 months and 26 days as a software engineer... but now am moving out of both to become a happy human being... so my day 1 living starts here, though all these years i breathed has been for this day...

sinthayile pala vinthaigal seithu... there is a song.. like that many people have performed their tricks over this little mass over my head, that has resulted me in this state. so anything you dont like about me, then it means you are scolding yourself, so think and scold ;)

I joined this job, with only one motto, money, as usual, what else can be for a chemical engineer to join a software engineer? first, to make a point, our education system is so wonderful or our society has been so much thoughtful that i completed my chemical engineering without even knowing what it is or what it would be for me to stand in front of a big reactor/boiler/blower or anything for that matter. i also doubt how much of my classmates are really knowing what they are doing, though they are still chemical engineers by profession. i became a software engineer within just 3months of training, but before that i had 18 yrs of education too... then i worked for completely different domain which dint require the Java i mastered in that 3 months.then with documents and useless sessions i was there, a consultant in front of the customer. there is not a single meeting that i can point out telling i attended fully without sleeping, or thinking about some girl, or dreaming about something else biriyani,beer, weekend outing, native anything else which does not involve my job...

thus i did all to survive as the so called consultant, expert, supporter anything they can term as... i would fall to the ground to ask a big SORRY to all the people for the unjustified salary that i get for doing no work or just some excel,word work that i sit and do. there are many hard workers who put their heart and body and work, but paid less, i also have been a reason for them to get a wage that is not equal to the work they do. please be happy, here after i will not be one of them.

when you are low and write something, all that comes in your mind reflects it wonderfully....so only i avoid writing at those times, because it will become same old story that everyone faces...but why am i telling this now? forgot...might be will continue later somewhere else....

this is on last day...
I expected i might write a lot on this space regarding this. but right now no time, secondly not feeling to continue it anymore. in another 10 hours am leaving this country and an industry back to new old soil searching my roots.

so take care all, keep blabbering here till you find yourself to move on to new space...

:)

Dream turns reality

Finally....
Courage, fearless, risk taking attitude – all these terms, deals with something about change.

 During my initial days in the industry, in one of my training sessions, the instructor was talking about this book and the importance of reading it. Hoping it to be really good, I somehow read the book. It was dealing about changes in our life and how we should adopt for it. Nothing impressed me in it. I thought it is quite simple thing and why make so much drama over it and why to write a book for it.

Today after 3 years, when I am standing in the cross road and carving for the road not taken, all my materialistic part of the brain is pulling me to the same old track ridden by all. Not able to imagine about the disasters that might happen the moment I start in the road not taken.

When you are divided into two parts, the reasoning by both sides is so much that, a mini kurushetra will be happening in your top floor; the worst part will come after you decide, the other part will not let you go ahead.

Now that even I had been in this are for quite some time, I had dared to take the first step, and to tell the truth till the moment I took it, I never knew it was so simple. But to take it, it literally took everything I had in me.

I had done this before, but came back past halfway, lured by the materialistic part. Last time I did something and when I turned up I did disappoint few people who were really happy for the decision. So this time I don’t want to make the mistake, I have written this post on 16-Aug-10, 18:30… check out for the posted time.

Now am out for my life time….

Here after no more corporate worker….

From now on my day as free lancer starts…