science tells that most of your ideas, about 50%, that makes you are formed before you are 7 and by the age of 20, it is 90%. so there is a very small margin of your characters and the way you think are determined after that age.
another study tells that during your embryo formation itself most of the characters are decided. and your moms ideas and what others talk when you are in the womb forms your brain. you all can take abhimanyu as your example.
so if this all is decided and these things are all are not in your control, how can you tell you are an individual? you are just a collection of ideas. when you put them in words it becomes even more diluted as many languages don't have words that is in your mind.
now with so many factors in hand, I have an idea. this idea came to me long back and I started questioning myself and others to find out the genuineness of the idea.
my question was, why people don't die even though they know that life is merciless on them and how hard they try and work they are going to not be happy?
the answer I found was that,
- biology, all living things have this instinct to fight for their survival and for that they take different forms and shapes. that is how people cheat, lie, rob, kill, do anything to just live that is why so many research is going around to extend life expectancy. survival, the basic instinct.
good.
during this basic instinct there are many that go formless, shapeless, meaningless. those are part of side effects for your decision to survive. okay, you can call that as food chain. so for your survival, happiness, full stomach, secured future, how many ever people can get destroyed including your planet as you are doing mars exploration now.
fine. you are good with that.
these are all ideas that you have, not just because of you but because of many other reasons. so you are a cumulative idea bundle.
now we have our very own Eastern people with solution to nirvana, moksha. drop your mind. you will find happiness. you will blissful when you are there doing nothing. if that is the case why do they need so much extravagant PR campaigns. might be they are philanthropic enough that they want as many people as possible to join their wagon to heaven. but how can they not explain the details about the inequality existing and try to influence the policy makers to look into it. might be it would endanger their survival.
fair enough.
so it means all are there only for themselves and they take care of others in name of love, relationship, God, good , bad , right , wrong so they are happy. if you don't make any difference in their life then you can be hurt though you were once the soul support to them, that is part of survival, you are a weed. if you are not accepting the ideas they are with then you are tumor and can be removed. so if you are a weed/tumor/oxygen/life sourCe/ friend/enemy all this is decided by their comfort factor and purpose they have for you according to the idea they have about life.
in that case your existence in this world is decided by that single idea you have and others have. this can make your life enjoyable or hell. now we don't know exact definition of these words as it is itself is an idea put to systematically convey your feelings and thoughts.
my idea was a basic one. and that I find it difficult to have. I have to change it and align with others, atleast few, if I have to survive. what is a survival that is survived by doing all this thing while there is no you at all. you are just a spec of energy which would be transferred / transformed when you chose otherwise.
this post is my hundredth post here, and am writing it second time and this time it is completely different from the initial one. this number is also an idea to make something significant. writing all these posts has given me the energy to form an idea that would make me do what I would be doing now. so this is the idea that I have found and I register here as a thank you to this cosmos.
f u
cheers
