am cleaning of my drafts in this blog section, but am not writing what i had started but something else... what does it matter if you don’t know what i had started....
anyways… that is no useful information…. with no actual topic or matter in my mind am starting of this blog to write… some of my blogs has had involved many days of preparations, some were like this one never had anything actual, but just wrote for just the sake of writing….and I had liked the latter type more…cause it really has no aim, like me, at the same time it would be words living for that moment and a get record of measuring the fluctuation of brains grey matter…
these days somehow, whatever I write r talk has become really serious, yes serious, defined by the majority of the people, not people of my genre though, for me that is reality, necessity, matter which needs attention, which should be taken priority. but what is the use, just talking, writing and reading, these will not affect the real cause in anyway, yes, I agree, very much, but without any awareness, without facts, without numbers, without knowledge, without knowing there can be no proper action taken on anything… I am person who believe in 80-20 rule, 80% planning, 20% implementation, if there is a exact plan with full cause and effect matrix measured with expected results, disaster management in hand and backup plan ready, proper person to execute, the plan will work. So, I consider these things should come under 80%....atleast let me hope it serves the 20% action to come…
diff mater now - just for information, if people have watched our history of the world closely, whenever there is going to be a imp/historic political event to happen in a country, at the same time the nation will have its most popular game of the nation in a nail biting circumstance. For ex, during this union budget of ours, Sachin hit a 200 run, it might be coincidence, but dint that make people forget Union budget is on the session? Very recently, while the IPL was going on, there were many imp events that happened, but headlines, first page were all covered by IPL events and drama, no one even bothered to know other news, and when I tell no one here, it denotes the majority, ofcourse there are few who shout out for things that really need
agriculture, is one such industry that needs a big shout and attention. In west they see land as investment industry, but for south east Asians it is god. We were once called as agricultural nation, but I fear if we can tell it now or in future if we are going in this pace. Always changes is welcomed, but at what cost and why, should be our concern; change that is going to be helping us is always welcomed, but change that is going to favor few MNC’s and some humans at the expense of mass should be strictly restricted. When a MNC chief was questioned about they taking over a huge agriculture for their industry space with help of government, what will happen to agriculture, will not we runout of food items, ‘ we can import it from outside’ was the response! What a wonderful answer from chief of a leading MNC determining economics of our country! same thing is happening all around the world, every farmer is being stripped off, while the MNC’s with chain of super market stores that buy the end products of agriculture for sales are buying IPL teams and spending their leisure time there, ofcourse with an income coming by. How many of us know that there is a new law coming which is going to make farmers be forced to buy seeds from the company said by the government? Already the patent for turmeric, neem, basmati rice is owned by someone else. What all are we going to keep in the feet of the MNC’s?
in my fb home page I go, there is 240 updates in a single day, and 200 are about IPL, let this be an info.
When orkut was known to Indian youth it was great hit, but after fb, they tell orkut is shit, looking cheaper in content, it is pathetic and …. this also is an info.
I have a serious doubt, ok I should not be calling it serious though, so let’s keep it as just a doubt, that why is that gals are all(again the majority, we have exceptions everywhere) afraid of lizard, cockroach, they don’t like papaya, tells these things are yucks, but like gold, diamond rings in six fingera, chains, platinum bracelets….i know many have this q and a convincing ans is impossible, but still, am asking…
Fine, the urge to write is gone now, stopping it here…..
Tuesday, April 27, 2010
Monday, April 26, 2010
low.... v low... scream arnd....on 106
People, I never thought that I would write this long, so kindly bare with me… there is actually more to write, but you see, too much of anything at a point of time is not good…. So leaving you with the dead moments….
106*.... this not a batsman's score in an IPL match whose is not out.... it is the number of sunrises my world has seen sunrises this year... it is the number of times i wake up thinking that i ll do ‘something’ and there is still going to be more times these are going to be repeating or itself, now this ‘something’ is what am gonna talk about...no no write about….
but before that, let me warn you before hand, am in no good mood. really am feeling very low, there is no reason as such, but you see i really need no reason to be low, i happen to wake up to be low today; for the people who really needs a reason for me to be low, here it is, i woke up sweating thinking i must not miss the cab to office, when i still wanted more sleep in peace.. fine...so people who are in good mood better don’t go further, cause this is contagious like a flu, very contagious, now telling this let’s move on to the main part of this....
like everyone in this world has individual fingerprints, everyone also has views that are as different as it is… but all these people become into groups with the principle of ,AUB, i.e, A union of B, like in maths… few ideologies match and they become like minded, few more match and they become understanding, few more matches tats it world class and guiness records…. WTH…. So my ideologies might offend you, might not mathc, you may like it anything, just we have the probalilty of becoming one of the AUB….
given that, I too am member of many groups, there are many AUB in my life, group that I formed in school, group that I have in my family, group that bloomed in college, group that I got in work, group that I met at PG hostel, group that I met on trains and the list goes on…
now does it really matters for me about these groups and really being a member, to be a social/socialized person, this is more important for people who are not like me, for me it is yet another survival techniques. The more number of groups you are member of, the more u are socializable. But here too, you have restrictions, you can’t tell things that might hurt someone in the group, you must offend, not be rude, cant stress your point o belief’s, but see, it is inevitable. For ex, it happened that I had to go for a trip with my college group and school group together, do you think I have to explain it? that was it… I have to balance both, as usual, why? To be a good host…great…. Start acting lying cheating….good…tats good….
daily morning I wake up, mostly by the call of the cab driver, I almost get ready in 10-15 mins, not just by washing face and running, but do everything that you all do in the mornings, in a little hurry though; get into the cab with the cab driver starring at me like telling WTH do you do daily, and other cabmates, sighing off, yeah another group… reach the office when all my teammates, wud be cozily curled in their beds. Fine, well and good, sit in the office all alone for few hours before others come in, doing some stupid things, trying to get rid of my loneliness, emptiness, idealness and what not –ness’s, I read articles, blogs, write some, tweet, fb, chat… I eat on time, leave office on time reach home, and again the –ness’s follow me there too; tv, laptop, internet, books, sleep, cook, daydream and push the rest of evening to be in the darkness. Again my mobile screams louder….
This is cycle, weekends are weekends, with more –ness’s, and still I push it off…
Sometimes…. Hmmm… actually manytimes I take up the phone and scroll down through numbers to just check who would really be the right person to talk now, but I just scroll; I decide against it wishing that I should not escape this and start facing these –ness’s bravely and end be getting low like this, but no matter what, I still keep doing it… it is better, cause at times you call someone thinking you might feel better but the response/no response would make things worse, it has happened at times…
Once in a while I go home, being home for 4-7 days would be really great, first 2-3 days it is fun, roaming around, catching up with friends, meeting relatives, feeding your stomach with all kinds of tastes, feeling the nerves alive, happiness… but 2-3 days goes, follows more –ness’s, more n more… then you feel that was better out in office, 8th day when you are here, back to work, shittttt, it feels utter shit…nothing more than that, then you see, cycle starts, you like it or not…
When I was seeing the movie ‘angaditheru’ I felt no difference between them and me. For that matter any of the persons, be it…
ok, fine, I decide, let me over come this with a girl, if I get a girl to love, who can love me too then I may not feeling these –ness’s. that’s the end, the little harmony also become jeopardized, please note that am not telling a girl or love is negative or they are the reason for anything but my point is that for that I have to do things which I don’t want to, like, I have to please her always, should be social, again groups, smart, intelligent, witty, brave, pleasant, gentleman, respect her parents even if they are great, never checkout another girl and what not; what have I put myself into. I tell her fine this is not going to work, this not what I want, after all the tussles, I leave her. then what?
Again –ness’s with syndromes and phobias follow me now. Physical needs make the mental needs utter stupidity, and both in chaos at the end… Not able to approach any other girl in the fear of the commitments and liabilities they come along with. ideologies matters a lot to be with a girl to spend a quality time, you can’t just be in bed with a woman who thinks that is noway related to what you think, you drink a coffee with her speaking about things that she doesn’t even understand or tries to, imagine how pity it would be, and rarely you do find someone, what then? Drama continues….
Ok wishing that I be alone, to check how life is outside, take a break go all alone into the unknown world far away, you have money, you are alone, you can do anything you want to, but you can’t, you are not able to, the worry of whom to believe and whom not to, the fear of losing your properties, the –ness’s following in different disguises, not knowing what to do, you come running back to the same old office, and do what you are made to do, staring the monitor…
If you would like to spend your time into the dreams that you keep dreaming all day, BOOM, man did you think am gonna leave you that easily? comes the groups, government, job, finance, reality, practicality, pressure, nature, artificial, science, technology, modernity, thinking, action, reactions everything… you bear it in the shoulder thinking that it will all be pushed off and you would untie all the knots to run walk fly freely as you wish…
Sweet heart, it is not that way, it is not done that way here, you see. Liabilites, responsibilities, necessities, guiltiness and more have been created so you never know what the truth is, what you want, what for you are here, why to do these things and why not what you really want to.
Please understand this is no pessimistic talk that am doing here, because, it is reality, you might think this all is shit, be positive, push of things, live your dream, fine, to those who tell that. That was wonderful piece of advice, am enlightened, thanks a lot for it, telling all these I do push of all these –ness’s, -ities’s and live out my dream, what next? I become great, successful might not be that I get into books of history, but some how successful carrier, family, social life’s. Very good. So what do I end up with? What would be the result of my hard done works? What happens to my successes victories achievements dreams ambitions, simple, forgotten? Gone into ashes, as they burn me down in the funeral. Now, again, don’t tell others will live my dream, how can they? Why should they? Don’t they have their own dreams? Will not they also be thinking like me to have something of their own? So why create a system, put everyone in it, give roles, unequally, to make tomorrows better for few making today’s of many miserable?
Note that, you might think by this time, WTH is wrong with this bugger, he has money, job, family, friends, status in this world, what the hell is he cribbing for, you see, my story is a variety, it is one kind of life style, but there are too many those are living around, what is the result of my father’s mother’s grandfather’s grandmother’s uncles aunt’s neighbor’s life? What is the result of lives of the great persons, Gandhi, Nehru, Lincoln, Mandela, Aurangzeb, Hitler, Napoleon, Dalai Lama, Einstien, Galileo, whomever you want, you have it… what happens? Becoming more and more restless, time passing by, summer screaming into your skins, pollution rushing into your lungs, wishes and thoughts flooding your brain, pressure stressing you to the ground, masks hiding your faces, just like the population and greed it keeps increasing, why?
People just think. Why, what is harmony then? What is peace then? For whom are these things happening? For what? You might tell great saints are still finding it, or what they have found you will find it if you live their way, or that search is life or it will be known at the right time or it is all the play of god and evil… my foot.
Now why do I think this all, all of a sudden, is it an unknown truth, No. surely no. literally everyone knows, but suppresses it with many many other thoughts, cheating oneself, you live a false life thinking that is the true one; when I logged into my system, it popped up with a message that I have to change my password in another 14 days, this is the 9th time it is popping up in this company for me, every 2 months it has to be changed. It is 106 days passed since this year started, it is 23+ years since am around here in this body, and as they tell time and tide waits for none, it is on the roll, rolling like a giant wheel, reminding my days of end, nearing and still I have not got hold of anything, not knowing what things mean, not understanding people, no people to understand, no direction to move on, no views clear, voice not heard but still living laughing crying cribbing staring thinking fighting acting wishing loving blogging around…
106*.... this not a batsman's score in an IPL match whose is not out.... it is the number of sunrises my world has seen sunrises this year... it is the number of times i wake up thinking that i ll do ‘something’ and there is still going to be more times these are going to be repeating or itself, now this ‘something’ is what am gonna talk about...no no write about….
but before that, let me warn you before hand, am in no good mood. really am feeling very low, there is no reason as such, but you see i really need no reason to be low, i happen to wake up to be low today; for the people who really needs a reason for me to be low, here it is, i woke up sweating thinking i must not miss the cab to office, when i still wanted more sleep in peace.. fine...so people who are in good mood better don’t go further, cause this is contagious like a flu, very contagious, now telling this let’s move on to the main part of this....
like everyone in this world has individual fingerprints, everyone also has views that are as different as it is… but all these people become into groups with the principle of ,AUB, i.e, A union of B, like in maths… few ideologies match and they become like minded, few more match and they become understanding, few more matches tats it world class and guiness records…. WTH…. So my ideologies might offend you, might not mathc, you may like it anything, just we have the probalilty of becoming one of the AUB….
given that, I too am member of many groups, there are many AUB in my life, group that I formed in school, group that I have in my family, group that bloomed in college, group that I got in work, group that I met at PG hostel, group that I met on trains and the list goes on…
now does it really matters for me about these groups and really being a member, to be a social/socialized person, this is more important for people who are not like me, for me it is yet another survival techniques. The more number of groups you are member of, the more u are socializable. But here too, you have restrictions, you can’t tell things that might hurt someone in the group, you must offend, not be rude, cant stress your point o belief’s, but see, it is inevitable. For ex, it happened that I had to go for a trip with my college group and school group together, do you think I have to explain it? that was it… I have to balance both, as usual, why? To be a good host…great…. Start acting lying cheating….good…tats good….
daily morning I wake up, mostly by the call of the cab driver, I almost get ready in 10-15 mins, not just by washing face and running, but do everything that you all do in the mornings, in a little hurry though; get into the cab with the cab driver starring at me like telling WTH do you do daily, and other cabmates, sighing off, yeah another group… reach the office when all my teammates, wud be cozily curled in their beds. Fine, well and good, sit in the office all alone for few hours before others come in, doing some stupid things, trying to get rid of my loneliness, emptiness, idealness and what not –ness’s, I read articles, blogs, write some, tweet, fb, chat… I eat on time, leave office on time reach home, and again the –ness’s follow me there too; tv, laptop, internet, books, sleep, cook, daydream and push the rest of evening to be in the darkness. Again my mobile screams louder….
This is cycle, weekends are weekends, with more –ness’s, and still I push it off…
Sometimes…. Hmmm… actually manytimes I take up the phone and scroll down through numbers to just check who would really be the right person to talk now, but I just scroll; I decide against it wishing that I should not escape this and start facing these –ness’s bravely and end be getting low like this, but no matter what, I still keep doing it… it is better, cause at times you call someone thinking you might feel better but the response/no response would make things worse, it has happened at times…
Once in a while I go home, being home for 4-7 days would be really great, first 2-3 days it is fun, roaming around, catching up with friends, meeting relatives, feeding your stomach with all kinds of tastes, feeling the nerves alive, happiness… but 2-3 days goes, follows more –ness’s, more n more… then you feel that was better out in office, 8th day when you are here, back to work, shittttt, it feels utter shit…nothing more than that, then you see, cycle starts, you like it or not…
When I was seeing the movie ‘angaditheru’ I felt no difference between them and me. For that matter any of the persons, be it…
ok, fine, I decide, let me over come this with a girl, if I get a girl to love, who can love me too then I may not feeling these –ness’s. that’s the end, the little harmony also become jeopardized, please note that am not telling a girl or love is negative or they are the reason for anything but my point is that for that I have to do things which I don’t want to, like, I have to please her always, should be social, again groups, smart, intelligent, witty, brave, pleasant, gentleman, respect her parents even if they are great, never checkout another girl and what not; what have I put myself into. I tell her fine this is not going to work, this not what I want, after all the tussles, I leave her. then what?
Again –ness’s with syndromes and phobias follow me now. Physical needs make the mental needs utter stupidity, and both in chaos at the end… Not able to approach any other girl in the fear of the commitments and liabilities they come along with. ideologies matters a lot to be with a girl to spend a quality time, you can’t just be in bed with a woman who thinks that is noway related to what you think, you drink a coffee with her speaking about things that she doesn’t even understand or tries to, imagine how pity it would be, and rarely you do find someone, what then? Drama continues….
Ok wishing that I be alone, to check how life is outside, take a break go all alone into the unknown world far away, you have money, you are alone, you can do anything you want to, but you can’t, you are not able to, the worry of whom to believe and whom not to, the fear of losing your properties, the –ness’s following in different disguises, not knowing what to do, you come running back to the same old office, and do what you are made to do, staring the monitor…
If you would like to spend your time into the dreams that you keep dreaming all day, BOOM, man did you think am gonna leave you that easily? comes the groups, government, job, finance, reality, practicality, pressure, nature, artificial, science, technology, modernity, thinking, action, reactions everything… you bear it in the shoulder thinking that it will all be pushed off and you would untie all the knots to run walk fly freely as you wish…
Sweet heart, it is not that way, it is not done that way here, you see. Liabilites, responsibilities, necessities, guiltiness and more have been created so you never know what the truth is, what you want, what for you are here, why to do these things and why not what you really want to.
Please understand this is no pessimistic talk that am doing here, because, it is reality, you might think this all is shit, be positive, push of things, live your dream, fine, to those who tell that. That was wonderful piece of advice, am enlightened, thanks a lot for it, telling all these I do push of all these –ness’s, -ities’s and live out my dream, what next? I become great, successful might not be that I get into books of history, but some how successful carrier, family, social life’s. Very good. So what do I end up with? What would be the result of my hard done works? What happens to my successes victories achievements dreams ambitions, simple, forgotten? Gone into ashes, as they burn me down in the funeral. Now, again, don’t tell others will live my dream, how can they? Why should they? Don’t they have their own dreams? Will not they also be thinking like me to have something of their own? So why create a system, put everyone in it, give roles, unequally, to make tomorrows better for few making today’s of many miserable?
Note that, you might think by this time, WTH is wrong with this bugger, he has money, job, family, friends, status in this world, what the hell is he cribbing for, you see, my story is a variety, it is one kind of life style, but there are too many those are living around, what is the result of my father’s mother’s grandfather’s grandmother’s uncles aunt’s neighbor’s life? What is the result of lives of the great persons, Gandhi, Nehru, Lincoln, Mandela, Aurangzeb, Hitler, Napoleon, Dalai Lama, Einstien, Galileo, whomever you want, you have it… what happens? Becoming more and more restless, time passing by, summer screaming into your skins, pollution rushing into your lungs, wishes and thoughts flooding your brain, pressure stressing you to the ground, masks hiding your faces, just like the population and greed it keeps increasing, why?
People just think. Why, what is harmony then? What is peace then? For whom are these things happening? For what? You might tell great saints are still finding it, or what they have found you will find it if you live their way, or that search is life or it will be known at the right time or it is all the play of god and evil… my foot.
Now why do I think this all, all of a sudden, is it an unknown truth, No. surely no. literally everyone knows, but suppresses it with many many other thoughts, cheating oneself, you live a false life thinking that is the true one; when I logged into my system, it popped up with a message that I have to change my password in another 14 days, this is the 9th time it is popping up in this company for me, every 2 months it has to be changed. It is 106 days passed since this year started, it is 23+ years since am around here in this body, and as they tell time and tide waits for none, it is on the roll, rolling like a giant wheel, reminding my days of end, nearing and still I have not got hold of anything, not knowing what things mean, not understanding people, no people to understand, no direction to move on, no views clear, voice not heard but still living laughing crying cribbing staring thinking fighting acting wishing loving blogging around…
Monday, April 19, 2010
attentioN.... it is for your attentioN....
It is 2:23 am in the morning, i should wake up by 6 to go to office,provided i sleep sometime before it...
but am no closer to it i guess. past 2 hours i have been trying to get some sleep, but in vain.
tweeted some things, and just decided that i can write something here, so here it goes like this,
attention is the word that is under my radar today, focusing on this word....zooom...zooom...hmmm...
so what come to your mind as soon as you read the word?
for me it thought about attention,stand-at-ease that they tell during school march-past practice for independence day or republic day celebrations. or attention that am trying to draw around here.
here i would like to quote a comment i received from senthil, for this blog ,
An ancient pond,
A frog jumps in;
Plop!
One of the best things you could do is
(how to get the plop being heard/seen for a long time)
or
(how to make the plop heard/seen different)
but am no closer to it i guess. past 2 hours i have been trying to get some sleep, but in vain.
tweeted some things, and just decided that i can write something here, so here it goes like this,
attention is the word that is under my radar today, focusing on this word....zooom...zooom...hmmm...
so what come to your mind as soon as you read the word?
for me it thought about attention,stand-at-ease that they tell during school march-past practice for independence day or republic day celebrations. or attention that am trying to draw around here.
here i would like to quote a comment i received from senthil, for this blog ,
An ancient pond,
A frog jumps in;
Plop!
One of the best things you could do is
(how to get the plop being heard/seen for a long time)
or
(how to make the plop heard/seen different)
so it is like this, we all want to make our 'PLOP' been heard by others. this applies to everything everywhere n everyone. the things i write here is also way to get your attention and make some point.
this attention seeking that we crave for, that we long for, that we wish is coming into play even small small things. the matter is how this attention seeking methods disturbs others or makes others life horrible? Suntv wants to promote the movies it has bought, so that in each break they telecast the trailer of Vijay's movie. HOW many times will i see his face?:(kalanidhi maran has made it a strategy, but his attention seeking disturbs me.
that was a funny example, but imagine the bigger views, causes, reasons, effects of this attention seeking in our life,world. people strip(note: am not against nudity, until it is not for just attention seeking), cry, shout, lie, at times even tell truth(bit later), drive car faster, write blogs(like me), post photos in their orkut,fb profiles, suicide, kill, manipulate and what not...
but why? why should be the question? the status of celebrity? your PLOP to be heard? to look different? to achieve your goal? to be different? to look cool? to attract men/women? whatever the reasons maybe, all is that just think if it worth enough...
NOW sure you must have this question of, why the hell am i writing this blog, why should i seek attention, if it is not in your mind also, i myself have that question anyways in my mind ;-), so i have to answer at least myself for it. no reason, i might tell that am trying to tell things what i think, fair enough, but not good or right. I write just because i feel like writing. thats the simple reason i can think of for now....
but before you want to seek someone's attention, think.... after all any of your attention is not going to exist after a period of a time....
anyway, did i get some of your attention and made you all read it???? good... now go continue your attention seeking life....;-)
Sunday, April 11, 2010
bE fasT
Be fast.
Why is this very slow?
Can’t it be done in much lesser time?
You are very slow, should be much much more faster.
No more queues, booking process made faster n easier.
The processor is slow, v can do nothing with this.
Why can’t be the trains faster here?
Machines should be used to cut them and shape so it will be done quickly.
200cc, 300 cc, 15oo cc bikes.
10000 cc cars.
You buy it at higher costs, just to find sign boards on road telling,
Slow and steady wins the race.
Be slower, a family is waiting for you.
So what do you do? Use the accelerator or brains? What is the worth of the money then?
So it is like this, everything in this world should be faster. People can’t wait in queues. They are not ready waste time in foreplay, direct climax and then, they are sad that it got over so soon.
The patience level is gone very very low, that parents are not ready to listen their children’s blabbering. They introduce them to many things that spoils their tender age pleasures, which inturn, turn them into machines, and later they don’t want to hear what their parents tell at their old ages. Fast growing old homepages would tell us such stories.
I would better tell parents can better live in homage so that they have lot more people of their age for them to interact instead of being treated as a labor or a pain at their children’s home, whom they have grown up as just money making machines. They will have more time for themselves, might be they can become creators and give their experiences to us. To make a point clear, it is only my view according to which parents can be in a commune and not feel that they are old and wait for death at home, instead start enjoying atleast their later part of their life. But this all applies only to people who have some money either as savings or income.
People who don’t have money, have no way but to work till their last meal. They don’t even think about these things. How will they? I know am gonna eat my next meal. I know I can do anything I wish. I have the money in my wallet/bank. But they have to earn their day to day meal. What about them. What is fast/quick/speed mean to them? Wish to complete this life quickly might be their definition.
Whatever it is, people simple theory, faster you go faster comes the end. Nothing can be loved or done. We spend our life in being the fastest and end we worry we missed many things on the way of being faster, lets drink water in the pond, enjoy the forests, love every living things, if possible also try to be fairer to our fellow beings and make them be a bit happier. You reach first, good, but what for? Think it…
Sunday, April 4, 2010
உன்னுடன் உடலுறவு கொள்ள ஆசை...
உன்னுடன் உடலுறவு கொள்ள ஆசை... இப்படி சொல் வதற்கும்
i want to make love to you always....என்று சொல்வதற்கும் வித்தியாசம் உண்டா???
தமிழ் படத்தில் முதல் சொன்ன வரியை சொன்னால் அது A படமாகி விடும்.
அனால் இரண்டாவது வரியோ, நாசுக்காம், சத்தியமா தான் சொல்றேன், அந்த படத்துக்கு U rating வாங்கியதே சாட்சி.
ஓத்தா, தேவிடிய பையா என்றால் அசிங்கம். Fuck, Bastard என்றால் ஒன்றும் இல்லையாம்.
என் கல்லூரி காலத்தில், நண்பன் ஒருவன் எங்கள் junior ஒருவனை எதற்கோ bastard என்று சொல்லிவிட்டான் என்று அந்த பையன் குதி குதி என்று குதிக்கும் போது எங்கள் senior ஒருவர் வந்து சொன்னன வசனம் 'டேய், நீ தேவிடியா பையான்னு சொல்றத அவன் english-ல bastard-னு சொல்லிருக்கான். அவ்வளவுதான். மூடிட்டு போ'.
நாம் ஏன் ஆங்கிலத்தில் கூறும் ஒரு வார்த்தைக்கும், அதே வார்த்தையை நம் தமிழில் சொல்லும் போது வேறு மாறி எடுத்து கொள்கிறோம்?
எனக்கு விண்ணை தாண்டி வருவய படம் பார்க்கும் பொது தோன்றியது இது தான்... அவருக்கே இது தெரிந்து தான், இந்த மாறி வசனங்களை ஆங்கிலத்தில் வைத்து 'class movie'-னு நம் மக்களை சொல்ல வைதிருகாரோ?
எப்படியோ மக்களே, வார்த்தைகளுக்கு அர்த்தம் நாம் தான் உருவாக்கியுள்ளோம், உணவ்ர்களை சொல்ல வார்த்தையின் அவசியம் தேவையில்லை, என்பது என் கருத்து...
i want to make love to you always....என்று சொல்வதற்கும் வித்தியாசம் உண்டா???
தமிழ் படத்தில் முதல் சொன்ன வரியை சொன்னால் அது A படமாகி விடும்.
அனால் இரண்டாவது வரியோ, நாசுக்காம், சத்தியமா தான் சொல்றேன், அந்த படத்துக்கு U rating வாங்கியதே சாட்சி.
ஓத்தா, தேவிடிய பையா என்றால் அசிங்கம். Fuck, Bastard என்றால் ஒன்றும் இல்லையாம்.
என் கல்லூரி காலத்தில், நண்பன் ஒருவன் எங்கள் junior ஒருவனை எதற்கோ bastard என்று சொல்லிவிட்டான் என்று அந்த பையன் குதி குதி என்று குதிக்கும் போது எங்கள் senior ஒருவர் வந்து சொன்னன வசனம் 'டேய், நீ தேவிடியா பையான்னு சொல்றத அவன் english-ல bastard-னு சொல்லிருக்கான். அவ்வளவுதான். மூடிட்டு போ'.
நாம் ஏன் ஆங்கிலத்தில் கூறும் ஒரு வார்த்தைக்கும், அதே வார்த்தையை நம் தமிழில் சொல்லும் போது வேறு மாறி எடுத்து கொள்கிறோம்?
எனக்கு விண்ணை தாண்டி வருவய படம் பார்க்கும் பொது தோன்றியது இது தான்... அவருக்கே இது தெரிந்து தான், இந்த மாறி வசனங்களை ஆங்கிலத்தில் வைத்து 'class movie'-னு நம் மக்களை சொல்ல வைதிருகாரோ?
எப்படியோ மக்களே, வார்த்தைகளுக்கு அர்த்தம் நாம் தான் உருவாக்கியுள்ளோம், உணவ்ர்களை சொல்ல வார்த்தையின் அவசியம் தேவையில்லை, என்பது என் கருத்து...
Friday, April 2, 2010
கவிதையாம் கவிதை
உன்னை முதலில் பார்த்தேன்
பார்தேனா என்றே தெரியவில்லை
அறிமுகமாகினேன்
சடங்கே அதுவும்
பேசினேன்
பேசினேன்
மகிழ்ந்தேன்
பழகினேன்
லயித்து போனேன்
நெருகினேன்
பறக்கிறேன் என்று
தெரியாமல்
ஆசை பெருக்கு
என்னுள் இருப்பதாய்
உணரலாயினேன்
சொன்னேன்
சிரித்தாய்
பெரியதாய் சிரித்தாய்
ரசித்தேன் நான்
விளையாட்டில்லை என்று
உணர்த்தினேன்
ஒரு சீற்றம்
உன் கண்ணில்
அப்பப்பா
விடவில்லை
உன் நிலைமையை உணர்த்த
அரும் பாடு பட்டாயே
அறியவில்லை நீ
நான் ஒரு மூடன்
என்று
என்னை தவிக்கவிடாமல்
தவிக்கவிட்டாயே
என்று எண்ணி
தினம் தினம்
ரசிக்கிறேன் உனையே
££££££££££££££££££££££££££££££££££££££££££££££££££££
பார்தேனா என்றே தெரியவில்லை
அறிமுகமாகினேன்
சடங்கே அதுவும்
பேசினேன்
பேசினேன்
மகிழ்ந்தேன்
பழகினேன்
லயித்து போனேன்
நெருகினேன்
பறக்கிறேன் என்று
தெரியாமல்
ஆசை பெருக்கு
என்னுள் இருப்பதாய்
உணரலாயினேன்
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சிரித்தாய்
பெரியதாய் சிரித்தாய்
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விளையாட்டில்லை என்று
உணர்த்தினேன்
ஒரு சீற்றம்
உன் கண்ணில்
அப்பப்பா
விடவில்லை
உன் நிலைமையை உணர்த்த
அரும் பாடு பட்டாயே
அறியவில்லை நீ
நான் ஒரு மூடன்
என்று
என்னை தவிக்கவிடாமல்
தவிக்கவிட்டாயே
என்று எண்ணி
தினம் தினம்
ரசிக்கிறேன் உனையே
££££££££££££££££££££££££££££££££££££££££££££££££££££
உனக்கு நான் என்றல் ஏளனம்
எனக்கு நீ என்றல் தோரணம்
சிரிப்பதில் குறை வைக்கவில்லை நீ
பேசுவதிலும் இல்லை
உண்மையை சொல்வதில் மட்டும் வைத்தாயே
எதற்கு?
இளிச்சவாயன் இவன்
இளித்து கொண்டே இதையும் ஏற்பேன்
என்றா?
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இந்த
ஓரு தலைக்காரர்களின்
தொல்லை
என்பதை அனுபவிப்பத்தின்
கொடுமை புரிகிறது
அனால் வழி இல்லையே
அனுபவியுங்கள்
யாம் பெற்றது
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Thursday, April 1, 2010
Renting my blog for a poem
This blog is not mine, but wanted to share something with you all...
It is a poem/kavithai, anything u can call it, but a small thought from a sensible person
Here it goes like....
hectic schedule
no tym to draw breath
securing rest only in death
dating
and
mating
stating the facts of life
hapiness
and
sadness
balancing on the edge of a knief
shooting pains
makes my head throb,
bad memories
bubbling up
to strike me down?
i feel but cant explain
unabl to find d ryt noun
just wish to
clean of all my ills
its now tym to concentrat on ma wills...
after reading this tell me, what rent should i get for this???;-)
It is a poem/kavithai, anything u can call it, but a small thought from a sensible person
Here it goes like....
hectic schedule
no tym to draw breath
securing rest only in death
dating
and
mating
stating the facts of life
hapiness
and
sadness
balancing on the edge of a knief
shooting pains
makes my head throb,
bad memories
bubbling up
to strike me down?
i feel but cant explain
unabl to find d ryt noun
just wish to
clean of all my ills
its now tym to concentrat on ma wills...
after reading this tell me, what rent should i get for this???;-)
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