first as a matter of caution and disclaimer, if you are person telling jai maharashtra!, Baltaki's fans and well wisher of his ideas, person with light heart and strong affection to maharashtara or north india, or person with no brains and more masalas, person who cannot take other persons negative view, person with strict ideologies and in simple people with no parallel thinking - stop here and please do some of your so called useful stuffs, this is gonna be my thoughts that i had in a travel to one of my cities in my country....
others, lets continue with my blog.....
i have taken many weird steps for travelling all over my life, many 'do it now' plans; uncertainty masala drama risks stupid encounters failures pleasant surprises would be the motto of them... i would surely know that i would regret for it when am in the process of those steps, but post the step is done, i would feel that it is the best thing i have done.....
likewise this saturday i just got an idea of visiting a city 550 kms from the city am living now, i.e. travel Hyderabad to Pune and come back in 2 nights and a day..... as there is station very near to my house no problem for trains.... i went saw the train timings, i had 6 hrs and 13 mins @ 3:00pm.... I know thats plenty of time.... but the thing i dint know was whether to go or not, should i really do it or not, will i be really able to survive the 48+ hours to a travel to a northern states of india as i have had bitter experience that way, that too in this summer, with no confirmed tickets, no heart to spend more money as i know i had other commitments in the rest of the month, no one to accompany and the reason i was going there anyone would simply call 'stupid' but, i, on the contrary just thought how it would be? enough, that gave me all the strength to face anything that might come up, but still, dillemma.... in the 6 hrs i worked with wikimapia for my destination, maps were ready even before the plan was confirmed...;);) then small shopping, the reason, for going; then sat at the steps of a bank and was seeing the sunset, thinking many other things, but not the plan or if am interested in going or not, or anything, just thinking something, tried to call 2 of my friends, in vain....
sunset was good, pleasant no big clouds but good, yellow light....always wonderful, took some photos... with still plans not confirmed, i just went back home, dint eat any proper food for last dinner, breakfast or lunch, so planned to cook a really GOOD dinner, full meals, so charged up, vennilla kabadi kulu movie playing in the back ground, cooked rice, dhaal, rasam, fryums, and curd(from shop)....:) pleasant dinner over @ 8 all alone, with 5 star as my desert.... hmmm, wat more can i ask? except for if am going or not, have i made up my mind or not....
9:13 was scheduled train timing, might be 8:30 i can go and get ticket get in.... it would work fine....
8:45 pm, i still dint have any clue what i was to do or was thinking about, finally gave up to my temtation, took a one rupee coin, tossed it, it rolled in the air, fell on my left hand and my right hand covered it immediately, now i had a small problem in this, whenever i do choice by tossing, or inky-pinky-ponky styles, i have to follow it whatever it is, i should not breach it, but every time i breach it....;) :) and get the worst, but still dint learn any lesson....;) anyways back to the toss, i dint call for a head or tail while it was up in the air, now it is my hand and i dint have a clue of what to call for... as i know already teh choice is there in my hand and i have to make a call for sure or return the coin to the wallet, which i am not going to do.... after little more battles, i called out for a HEAD, took my right hand out with my eyes closed, then slight opening of left eye, ooops, u gussed it rightly.... it was a tail.....
now i went sat in front of the idiot box, ad, no movie, my heart was not ready to accept the toss... shit, i became restless, went out stood out, no breeze, but it was cool, still fuck it, am restless....
9:00 clock still watching the movie, still deciding wheter to go or not, finally changed dress, took the parcel went to the station, knowing once again am breaching my toss, my choice ;), if the train was late, if i am able to get a ticket and get in then fine-i decided and went...
TO BE CONTINUED.......
Note: the reason that am not writing it in a single blog is that, i got few comments as am writing it too long, so am splitting..... it is no reason to keep you inquistive.... :-P, so dont be mislead.... ;-)
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