life cycle-the routine

I had thought i must write many things, but either my laziness or mood or improper time management or usual situations has made not it that often.
Today some how the boredom has beat all the above and finally my hands on the keyboard for this purpose. By this time, there will be a person who would be thinking, why should he write all this blah blah before every post or why is his post always like this, sorry, i cant help it... :P
When you have nothing or only one or two things in your mind then you can write easily, but when it is choked with ideas, incidents, situations, to be told things it is pure chaos...where to start where to end, it is like when you are with a gal for the first time before an intercourse, the dilemmas, the suggestions, the priorities, the waits, the thoughts...hmmm... its great to see myself through that chaos....
Past two days was damp, drizzling non-stop and at few instances turned into rain...
Inception movie was good, might be someone is already implementing it....who knows, anything is possible in this crazy place...
Friday it rained very heavily, i was at office and dint get wet when i wanted to, i blame myself for this act of restraining myself...literally everyone was standing out to watch the rain, many would have wanted to dance in the rain like me, but no, after ten minutes break, they have to be in their desk to serve their client...
Last whole week was slow and moreover lonelier as am sitting alone now, others have left...
The week before that was home going week... this time i felt that too boring even though it was fun i liked it, i work here 4 3-4 months, then go on leave for a week, have fun, enjoy, meet all, of course with all clauses, and all are very much interested in my salary and how much i save in it, trips to the place i love and then back here, again 3-4 months....
Now everything is become a routine, i can tell what will happen same day next month to me, it is pure routine, might be few diff might be there but the skeleton schedule will be same...this time i want to come out of this routine, with uncertainties all over and courage to face it all...
The sooner it is the better it is to me...