This answer in quora would explain something that i have seen very common among men. i am not trying to just sympathize or overly simplify the mistakes that has happened between two persons here. i am just telling that this is the majority that is out there roaming the streets and trying to live showing that they are strong while inside they are as brittle as a shattered clay pot.
i am one among them, just with a difference, i do not hide it and will not hide it. i have had two beautiful love story in my life for which i can and will die for and also for which i love for now.
it is been more than ten months now and i still am eagerly waiting that the girl who walked out on me would return back while people tell i have to move on.
the problem with move on is, you have to kill everything that is you and have to put on a new mask and roam like another zombie in this world. no, i am not ready for it.
i would be devdas, drown myself in an unfulfilled love and live waiting for it rather than go with the so called 'move on' word. i do not see a point in it.why will you move on when you know that everyone out there is having a mask?
if you are not live your life by the principles and idea that you believe in, then why to live has always been my point. yeah, i know, she does not want to be with me for whatever mistakes i did to her, for the reasons she thinks that am unfair bastard, will that make the love i have for her is untrue, does that stand anywhere near to the word unconditional love? if i was able to send her off to meet a man that she loved knowing that there is a possibility that she might not return do i also not know that my love can just be there with/without her?
there has not been a night or morning in these past ten months that i have not gone without her thoughts in my mind while i go to sleep or wake up. i might end up with the same mind my whole life and i exactly know how scary it is and how much tears i have to drop for this choice, i have done that in the past ten months, but this all is worth it than wearing a mask over your face, going with anyone that you meet and finally end up dreaming about your girl while the other girl is sleeping next to you. i have seen most of the men and women do that, i am not one of them. i do not want to be one of them.
When i let doc go, i did not know how much am losing and i was never able to get her back and i had also moved on or found someone who gave me back the boy that i was searching for. by the time we do our usual mistakes and ride over the waves of instability and get over our fights, she had already become tired and had left me alone suffering in this sea of life. if i move on now, i know that am going have her image in my mind all my life and about things that i missed because i did not wait. so, i will wait and stay as a soul that lives what it thinks is right rather than just follow the crowd and move on.
i will wait for the lake house!
No, am not ready to 'move on'.
i am one among them, just with a difference, i do not hide it and will not hide it. i have had two beautiful love story in my life for which i can and will die for and also for which i love for now.
it is been more than ten months now and i still am eagerly waiting that the girl who walked out on me would return back while people tell i have to move on.
the problem with move on is, you have to kill everything that is you and have to put on a new mask and roam like another zombie in this world. no, i am not ready for it.
i would be devdas, drown myself in an unfulfilled love and live waiting for it rather than go with the so called 'move on' word. i do not see a point in it.why will you move on when you know that everyone out there is having a mask?
if you are not live your life by the principles and idea that you believe in, then why to live has always been my point. yeah, i know, she does not want to be with me for whatever mistakes i did to her, for the reasons she thinks that am unfair bastard, will that make the love i have for her is untrue, does that stand anywhere near to the word unconditional love? if i was able to send her off to meet a man that she loved knowing that there is a possibility that she might not return do i also not know that my love can just be there with/without her?
there has not been a night or morning in these past ten months that i have not gone without her thoughts in my mind while i go to sleep or wake up. i might end up with the same mind my whole life and i exactly know how scary it is and how much tears i have to drop for this choice, i have done that in the past ten months, but this all is worth it than wearing a mask over your face, going with anyone that you meet and finally end up dreaming about your girl while the other girl is sleeping next to you. i have seen most of the men and women do that, i am not one of them. i do not want to be one of them.
When i let doc go, i did not know how much am losing and i was never able to get her back and i had also moved on or found someone who gave me back the boy that i was searching for. by the time we do our usual mistakes and ride over the waves of instability and get over our fights, she had already become tired and had left me alone suffering in this sea of life. if i move on now, i know that am going have her image in my mind all my life and about things that i missed because i did not wait. so, i will wait and stay as a soul that lives what it thinks is right rather than just follow the crowd and move on.
i will wait for the lake house!
No, am not ready to 'move on'.
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