Bits!!!

first and foremost, AAYIRATHIL ORUVAN was mind blowing, worth the wait, dont listen to anyone's review or ideas, not even mine, see the movie decide it for yourself..... rest in the other blog...which ll take some time as i dont want to play a spoil sport....
next imp thing is, when i got into the train after this trip to chennai, i missed all the moments i had spent for the past few days, from the time machaan came to hyd, i wished wont this prolong for some more time, after a very long time i felt the emptiness, i really was what i was (except few unavoidable instances), oh...i wish i start enjoying my life with what i like doing, i just kept telling 'even this will pass'....
another reason for that dialogue was, my ticket dint get confirmed, so i had to come in unreserved, which is also happening after very longtime, trust me, when i tell it, i had one hell of time with my choices, that is when i again got to know that choices always create confusion in me and EOD my choice screws me like always... but one thing, even that will pass, i kept telling it, it was one of my longest night with me trying to sleep sitting on the upper berth and trying to find sleep, which was very deep that even i f wake up 10 mins, i felt like it was as if the whole night had passed off, theory of relativity... ;-)....
i was trying to see aayirathil oruvan atleast one more time, but dint get tickets... :-(
I cant stop thinking of that movie, today morning when i started off to office, on the way i cant stop my mind from asking where am i goin? y? what am i going to do there? will this end like this...?
one more thing, u see the result and do something, u r screwed.... atleast am... i do something enjoying... it helps me good... but my brain is trained otherwise :-(...